I really want someone to wrap me in their arms right now. Someone genuinely interested in me. Not just some guy at a club. I want a gentleman. That would be nice.
Sincerely, my heart.
I feel like I just overdosed on raisin bran at 3:04 In the morning.
good day sunshine: parents&illness don't mix
i had an argument that almost left me to tears with my parents last night. they don’t understand why i can’t go to the gym and work out. i’ve told them how painful climbing the stairs is, and my mom still tries to tell me to go do something. she’s perplexed on why physical activity is impossible…
Aw I love you darling, I’m sorry it has to be like that with them ;(
You know, i am incredibly hard on myself. That rant from yesterday, I didn’t even do anything wrong apparently…but I was feeling sick to my stomach the whole night cause I was just positive I was going to get this mistake on my records or something. But no, I did everything correct. All that worry for nothing. So relieved.
negative day.
You know what really makes me mad? The fact that some people can carelessly do a job and everything is fine and correct. Well, when I put my life into that same job, i’m talking every ounce of me, I mess something up. It never fails. I try so fucking hard and mistakes fly out of everywhere. ADHD + Anxiety + depression = zombie emotions. I just do not even know what to even expect right now. I just want to cry. At least i’m good at that.
